Twilight musing

As the day turns into night....as creatures sleep & wake up, for some the day is over , for some it just began, for some the life is over.

The humbling thought hits me again...One day I will have to leave & I want to leave in complete choice, consciousness & awareness. For that I need to prepare.....

Peace, love or call it a feeling of ease enters my being, I am aware of the antics of the mind & at the same time I have started to hear the cry of the being...to be free in a way that a thinking mind can never imagine.....

To be free of attributes, to be free of form , to be free of all accumulation.................JUST TO BE.

Time is now

Too many bugs in the system. The software needs to be written again. It needs to be done with care and details. To correct the patterns & peptides. The time is now & here. The day begins with the sunrise Ends with the sunset. In beetween to do the things that need to be done With and without a purpose.

Reflections in truth.

"The world will never be purer than I am,
The world could never be impure than I am,
For the world exists in me, through me.

Like a mirror relfecting the object,
In truth, this world is just a reflection of me.

The clarity depends on the mirror
Never once of the things. (object)

I perceive the world, the world never perceives me.
I feel the pain & pleasure, the tears & joys

This I learn in silence & grace.
If I change this little"me"
The whole "world" will change with me
For still, its "I" who feels the life.

and the life runs through me.......... "

Princess

As I sit down by the riverside
Watching liquid crystal flow...

I ask...why my love is not with me?
why do I sit alone?
I look around to see-
The world dancing in pairs

The universe replied through me.

Oh ! wayward wanderer, oh ! wanderlust
you, who have shown no commitment
for simple, little things
How do i present you wih lady love?
Commitment for lifetime, it takes

Silence cuts me into pieces

Mirroring the reflections of the past
I sit silently, in stillness still.

Looking at the long road ahead of me

Thousand mile journey starts with a single step
Promise to take a step at a time!

Random Musings from St.Anger!!!

Dont fight the emotions , just be with it.....the lesson will be learn t in silence

"Why does it always have to be about me?"

When "other" is hell, either everything is me or nothing is me...In between its certainly hell!

A=B=C, THEN A=C
If Acceptance is understanding
& Understanding is love
Acceptance to what is , is Love
& Love will set me free.

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I have no compulsions
I have no issues.
What ever is , is..

Something are meant to be no matter what, then why fight 'what ever is"?

Does it mean that I will not make any effort from my end ?

Why make an effort to be? when you are.

How do I make use of the current reality? how do I make the best of what is?

The answer is just to be with what is, enjoy the different course that life takes.

The only P.R.O.B.L.EM.

The only problem with mind is that, somewhere in our little mind, we assumed that our petty creations are much better &meaningful than the creators creation.

Today, I understand the futility of asking in the spiritual path, for we can only ask for what we know.

I remember my masters words "when you are still , your intelligence explodes.

Ray-The wanderer

This is a passage born in my heart, born in the pain of ending one life and beginning another, born in the excitement of continuing the search for life's meaning. Some people do not have to search; they find their niche early in life and rest there, seemingly contented and resigned. They do not seem to ask much of life, sometimes they do not seem to take it seriously. At times I envy them, but usually I do not understand them. Seldom do they understand me.

I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach; we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know-unless it be to share our laughter.

We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we want to love and be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another or compete for love

This passage is for wanderers, dreamers and lovers, for lonely men and women who dare to ask of life everything good and beautiful. It is for those who are too gentle to live among wolves

James Kavanaugh
San Diego, 1970

Kavanaugh, I'm a wanderer too. I seek elusive meaning; I look for a reason beyond mundane existence. I wish to test the boundaries of reality, stretch it, play with it, to push myself to the limit and see what the mind is capable of doing. I want to explore reality, not reality as we see it now; this world is unreal. I want to see, feel & understand reality, perceive the world as vast amount of space with energy particles arranged in a different structure, so called matter, which includes us. I want to learn to harness the energy, shape the so called reality with my mind. One day. One day....and its not far away.