Kodai trip

I have been avoiding a trip to Kodai for so many reasons, eventhough its part of me. Ganesh Souroush landed in India four day pit-stop to Thailand with a unique goal to meet the "Gypys lord"- Billy , reasons...not revealed.

All I can remember is rain..walked through overflowing roads to catch an auto, running through endless buslines in the dirty bustand water...NO buses to Kodai....courtesy: Festival & school holidays. After running aroun like a big wet rat..finally found a bus to Hosur at 1.00, then Hosur to Salm, Salem to Vettlakund, Vettalakund to Kodai, Kodai to Vettai... 1 auto, 4 local buses, 1 taxi ...1way.
Got drenched the next day on the way to Billys house, Entered the silent world of Billy with amazement, 26 years in India , we played with fire, sent C, wrote ideas, simplified life..brought his sign in metal & also got wet.

That night with fire & two brothers ...pure magic.

Birth of a new resolve!!!

On the way back the sky was like the december christmas sky ..clear & baby blue, As two souls landed in Kodai another two left to Coimbatore..
Kodai -Palani..
Palani...-Coimbatore
Coimbatore-Isha
Isha-Mysore
Mysore to Namma Bengalouru

AS time passes, brother bids farewell to the Land of Karma -Bangkok
And I am stuck up with four presentations & an doorway to future possibilites....
Also waiting for Musafir Ali

Twilight musing

As the day turns into night....as creatures sleep & wake up, for some the day is over , for some it just began, for some the life is over.

The humbling thought hits me again...One day I will have to leave & I want to leave in complete choice, consciousness & awareness. For that I need to prepare.....

Peace, love or call it a feeling of ease enters my being, I am aware of the antics of the mind & at the same time I have started to hear the cry of the being...to be free in a way that a thinking mind can never imagine.....

To be free of attributes, to be free of form , to be free of all accumulation.................JUST TO BE.

Time is now

Too many bugs in the system. The software needs to be written again. It needs to be done with care and details. To correct the patterns & peptides. The time is now & here. The day begins with the sunrise Ends with the sunset. In beetween to do the things that need to be done With and without a purpose.

Reflections in truth.

"The world will never be purer than I am,
The world could never be impure than I am,
For the world exists in me, through me.

Like a mirror relfecting the object,
In truth, this world is just a reflection of me.

The clarity depends on the mirror
Never once of the things. (object)

I perceive the world, the world never perceives me.
I feel the pain & pleasure, the tears & joys

This I learn in silence & grace.
If I change this little"me"
The whole "world" will change with me
For still, its "I" who feels the life.

and the life runs through me.......... "

Princess

As I sit down by the riverside
Watching liquid crystal flow...

I ask...why my love is not with me?
why do I sit alone?
I look around to see-
The world dancing in pairs

The universe replied through me.

Oh ! wayward wanderer, oh ! wanderlust
you, who have shown no commitment
for simple, little things
How do i present you wih lady love?
Commitment for lifetime, it takes

Silence cuts me into pieces

Mirroring the reflections of the past
I sit silently, in stillness still.

Looking at the long road ahead of me

Thousand mile journey starts with a single step
Promise to take a step at a time!

Random Musings from St.Anger!!!

Dont fight the emotions , just be with it.....the lesson will be learn t in silence

"Why does it always have to be about me?"

When "other" is hell, either everything is me or nothing is me...In between its certainly hell!

A=B=C, THEN A=C
If Acceptance is understanding
& Understanding is love
Acceptance to what is , is Love
& Love will set me free.

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I have no compulsions
I have no issues.
What ever is , is..

Something are meant to be no matter what, then why fight 'what ever is"?

Does it mean that I will not make any effort from my end ?

Why make an effort to be? when you are.

How do I make use of the current reality? how do I make the best of what is?

The answer is just to be with what is, enjoy the different course that life takes.

The only P.R.O.B.L.EM.

The only problem with mind is that, somewhere in our little mind, we assumed that our petty creations are much better &meaningful than the creators creation.

Today, I understand the futility of asking in the spiritual path, for we can only ask for what we know.

I remember my masters words "when you are still , your intelligence explodes.